Sushi, Saki, Smiles

it was sooo good to be kickin with the sd berkeley heads.

sushi - yummy! but what happened to my plate?? i promise you i had half, went to the bathroom, and came back to an empty plate :( bitches ate my sushi!

saki - bottle service style. haha...we caused a ruckus passing the bottle around and taking swigs. oh maan, if i wasn't a part of our party id think, "fuckin college kids!"

smiles - so many paparazzi shots, im afraid to see the pictures. oh how i miss being with everyone and all the craziness that comes with it!

been living the good life lately, next up is my birthdaaaay..haaaeeeeeey!

"BTW..."

weekend getaways are the best. this past weekend?? vegas with madel, sherlyn, and her bf. laughing, being LOUD, getting crunked @ LAX, and eating. i think we ALL needed that break from life &hearts thank you girls!



"vegas was great, thanks for asking"



oh, and rollercoasters aren't as fun as they used to be. when you call there's so much to say. when i call, you have nothing to say. and you wonder why i never am the one to call? because every time i do, it puts a crack in my heart : /

i got a dollar, i got a dollar...

hey,hey, HEY, HEY!

UGH

oh my gosh it's sooo hard, sooooooo hard : /

i wanna go back :(

i REALLY miss the bay and everything that comes with it. the friends, the freedom, the city, the boyfriend...even the cold weather(sometimes). maybe if life was more interesting here i wouldn't mind so much. seems like my only good times lately have been the random trips going out of town.

sigh...can't believe the year is pretty much over. seriously.

"fuck you"

i direct my headline to all the rude patients out there who assume they are the only ones being treated and deserve first priority. get in line bitches...you ain't special.

me: sir do you want your medications in a bag? (it was two bottles)
patient: whatever you think
me: ok ill just put it in a bag
patient: good because you should be doing something other than answer phones


Ooo i could have told this mother fucker off but i think i was too shocked at his comment. excuse me, but i have a COLLEGE degree from mother effin BERKELEY so please, don't insult my intelligence. that comment bugged me the whole day and still does, I HATE RUDE UNGRATEFUL PEOPLE. what i should have done was ripped up the xray script i wrote for him...asshole.

what day is it?

wasn't it just sherlyn's birthday last week and now we're already at the end of the month?? and thanksgiving just passed?! time is crazy flying right by me.

last weekend madel and i had a little road trip to the OC...stayed with mari at her 5 diamond hotel and enjoyed some overpriced room service. $4.50 for one egg plus $4 delivery fee and 18% gratuity...ridiculous but i guess thats how the high rollers roll. we were JUST fine with our mcdonalds :)

let me tell you though, work does a body no good. we were in and out of the bars and home by 1am?? hahaha...damn us and our rusty party skills. good times nonetheless...with the "tick tickin me off" and homeboy with bad breath all UP in my face. fyi if youre tryin to holler, pop a mint your mouth bc i'm not shy, just avoiding the hot air!

next trip? vacay in the bay! get to hang with bugs and my bitches....canNot wait because shit, my life is pretty much boring in sd.

until then...i have an app due, some ds to play, and my nasty rashy lips to focus on. it's gotta be the MAC lipgloss/lipliner that caused it :( 30 bucks down the drain...

money makes the world go round

i swear i have no idea where my money goes. i hardly buy anything for myself and my empty closet shows for it. kinda sucks...which is why im gonna buy myself a nintendo ds lite because theyre cute and fun to play with (since a puppy is out of the question). but why must they be soo expensive??

then again the adult in me says "NO" bc the holidays are coming, mini vacation weekends are coming, and i still have bills, apps, plus my starbucks addiction to cater to.

work is getting harder because theyre putting so much more responsibility on me every dang week. i thought i signed up to be a "receptionist"? nowadays im the receptionist/clinic coordinator for SEVEN effin clinics/custodian of medical records/MA assistant/everyone else bitch. im in my third month which means my 90 day trial period is almost over...yaay for finally getting my benefits, paid holidays and hopefully a much deserved raise.

pointless post, i know :)

thankful

1. my family is safe
2. our home is in one piece (despite the 3 days of evacuation)
3. i survived the GREs
4. one application down...
5. refreshing weekend with mike
6. the best family, cousins, aunties, uncles, and friends

i've never really "known" anyone who passed away..but i guess this time is different. we partied together, shared the same room on the cruise, kicked it here and there...who would have known her life would be cut short, especially on her birthday. she just graduated berkeley and had her whole life ahead of her, it just makes me sad. rest in peace kim

please friends, don't drink and drive...it's just not worth it.

it only happends on tv...?

the sky is red and dark, schools have been cancelled, work is unreachable, people are evacuating, and santa anas are outta control.

you would think instead of blogging id be running around to grab all my valuables, but im hesitant bc if i did so things would be more real than they already are.

it's kinda scary right now :/

3-2-1, 1-2-3..what the heck is bothering me?

haha...dayam my last post cracks me up. no more anger...just smiles from now on. it's going to be good week, i hope :)

not my fuckin day..."things i should-a said"

1. they messed up my paycheck by not giving me all my hours so i have to wait until my next paycheck to get it..."hellooooooo...out of everyone in the office im never late or miss a day and i need the dayam money bc you pay me crap for what i do!"
2. got rear-ended...."youre fuckin lucky you cant see it or else i would have bit your head off! thanks for adding to my to-do list bitch"
3. my preferred gre date is no longer available to i have to take it the day before, thursday..."arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr UGH!"
4. i finally hear the three words..."fuck you, you don't miss me and youre only saying it because im acting like a bitch to you! and don't tell me we haven't talked in three days, NO SHIT BITCH!"

JUST in...

OH HELL FUCKIN NO!

thats right, it deserved all caps.

right about now i really miss the 05-06 year. it makes me :)

nutshell

work has its pros and cons...one pro is a not-so-bad-looking PA.

applying for school is draining...more emotionally than physically.

studying for GREs is what it is...2 more weeks to go.

living at home...lets just say i miss the college life.

long distance...i wish i was wrong.

welcome back

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because i like having someone, or someTHING, to talk to
because I CAN