it only happends on tv...?

the sky is red and dark, schools have been cancelled, work is unreachable, people are evacuating, and santa anas are outta control.

you would think instead of blogging id be running around to grab all my valuables, but im hesitant bc if i did so things would be more real than they already are.

it's kinda scary right now :/

3-2-1, 1-2-3..what the heck is bothering me?

haha...dayam my last post cracks me up. no more anger...just smiles from now on. it's going to be good week, i hope :)

not my fuckin day..."things i should-a said"

1. they messed up my paycheck by not giving me all my hours so i have to wait until my next paycheck to get it..."hellooooooo...out of everyone in the office im never late or miss a day and i need the dayam money bc you pay me crap for what i do!"
2. got rear-ended...."youre fuckin lucky you cant see it or else i would have bit your head off! thanks for adding to my to-do list bitch"
3. my preferred gre date is no longer available to i have to take it the day before, thursday..."arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr UGH!"
4. i finally hear the three words..."fuck you, you don't miss me and youre only saying it because im acting like a bitch to you! and don't tell me we haven't talked in three days, NO SHIT BITCH!"

JUST in...

OH HELL FUCKIN NO!

thats right, it deserved all caps.

right about now i really miss the 05-06 year. it makes me :)

nutshell

work has its pros and cons...one pro is a not-so-bad-looking PA.

applying for school is draining...more emotionally than physically.

studying for GREs is what it is...2 more weeks to go.

living at home...lets just say i miss the college life.

long distance...i wish i was wrong.

welcome back

because writing makes me feel better
because i like having someone, or someTHING, to talk to
because I CAN