its the little things....

jennx285 (11:01:13 PM): its ok, you have me
slchino (11:04:28 PM): thansk baby
slchino (11:04:31 PM): thasa ll i need


like this that make my &hearts skip a beat

(k u can barf now, haha)

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is this forreal? it was the only thing i was counting on to be good and im disappointed.

Cool things we did while I was in the bay:
1. Circus with my $10 cotton candy

2. Santa Cruz Boardwalk with hot dogs, garlic fries, corn, leftover cotton candy, and caramel apples.

3. 8 mile (or maybe it was 5 miles?) bike ride across the golden gate bridge into saulsalito WHILE hungover (not pictured)


if i had more money, i'd buy myself a bag of chocolate covered gummy bears. but i dont so ill just stick to the free candy we get from reps.

"Smile because it's easier than explaining to people why you're sad"

I just finished the series "Hopkins" on ABC and I've decided to become an organ donor should something ever happen to me. If I'm not going to be using them, I might as well give it to someone who can and make their lives happy. It's weird but I love the fast-pace environment of the hospital...being surrounded by geniuses that will without a doubt inspire and motivate me everyday. Doctors, nurses, physician assistants, dieticians, pharmacists; all the people who serve in healthcare are such celebrities to me and I can't wait to become one. Haha :)

Lately I've had such a temper and impatience with...everything. Not sure what the root cause is but hopefully it fades away soon.

so down

INSPIRE me, MOTIVATE me, give me HOPE.


I wish I had the same zest for life as i did six years ago. Fresh out of high school where everything and anything was possible. I feel like I'm right back where I started last year...it took me so long to adjust to the post-grad life and here I am having to go through the same process with the same emotions. How fuckin depressing.

Only positive energy from now on.

Yesterday was a good day, I need more days like that. And I think we've got September all booked up :)

better in time

tell me why my weekend slumber was interrupted by an 8am text from my doctor asking me what his schedule was for tomorrow. wow...he cracks me up sometimes.

i have a lot on my mind but don't feel like sharing...i think ill just wait for everything to play out.

2 more weeks til im in the yaaaaay areeeea! crazy how i miss that place. haven't been there since march?? can't wait to get some bitch love and go bitch crazy, esp since madel will be there the same weekend. Ooooweeeee...we WILL bring it back old school.

ps download leona lewis it's a good emo song haha

5am

whenever youre stuck, you really only have two choices: forgive and accept or let go.

i'd choose the easy one but i don't think there's such a thing in relationships.

just one of them days?

today i had an interview for a job. i was so excited, came prepared, made my self presentable and put my best attitude forward. it was going great until i met the most arrogant doctor ever. he compared my berkeley degree to his upenn degree, made me feel like an idiot applying for a receptionist position with my degree, told me i should have just become a doctor instead, and said, "why should i hire you if you're applying for school? thats wasting our time if we pay your desired salary." i tried so hard to keep a smile on my face and hold back the tears...

well, i guess i did a great job because 5 minutes after i left i got a call back offering me the job. i think i made my decision during the interview, "NO THANKS."

right now i'm having one of those BIG FREAK-OUT moments. why wasn't i accepted into a nursing program? because if i was maybe i wouldn't have to apply for another job that pays more, maybe i wouldnt have to worry about the next 3 years of my life, maybe i wouldnt be sitting here going crazy because life never turns out as planned. OR maybe this is all because i started my period today.

:tear:

k ttyl