Sunday, October 19, 2008

heart don't fail me now

the closer it gets to having my applications due the more i get lazy, or so it seems. when it comes down to it though, i don't think it's laziness. it's more fear of rejection...again. does that make sense? almost like a relationship where there's always the possibility of getting your heart broken so in the beginning you're hesitant and would rather not go into it at all. but then again you know it's something you want so with all things aside...you just go for it and let it be because, "you'll never know unless you try."

Ugh, well im not there yet with my apps :(

1 comment:

Madel said...

Don't worry, you'll get there and I'll be your roommate! LOL

Courage don't desert me!!