I haven't had one of these breakdown moments in so long but driving home from class today I kinda started crying to myself. I'm so overwhelmed with LIFE right now. I'm not complaining that I'm going to school while working full time because God knows that's a blessing. I just can't help but wonder if all this time, stress, and money spent on preparing and applying for school AGAIN is going to be worth it? I don't know if I can handle waitlists and rejections on this 3rd attempt to get into nursing. I'm soo tired but I keep pushing myself because this is what I want and this is what I've been working for, for so long. I just hope in the end the world works in my favor. Ya know? Time to wipe the tears and push harder. A moment of weakness will give me an elongated moment of strength. With that said, let the study sessions commence.
“But remember, the brick walls are there for a reason. Alright? The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want it badly enough. They’re there to stop the other people.” - Randy Pausch
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sometimes you just gotta let it all out...a good cry right before you pick yourself back up again :)
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