I absolutely loathe the neighbors upstairs. Can someone please kick them out? Thanks.

Pumpkin Schmunkin

Halloween was never a holiday I looked forward to anyways...I'm just excited because Thanksgiving and December is coming up :)

I can't wait til apps and anatomy are done. I feel "fun" deprived with a pinch of poor.

Moved into the new spot of which I have yet to enjoy. Still need to unpack and put up the decor. This will probably get done in NEVER.

Sunday morning rain is falling

As of late, my weekends are usually spent waking up 8am and heading to Borders by 9:30am to get a good study spot where I post up for 5-6 hours. Do what you gotta do, right?

Today I switched it up a bit. (Mainly because I HOPEFULLY left my wallet at work and feel disabled to do anything at the moment.) I forgot how comfy this couch really is! Love sitting here with my laptop and looking out the window with the rain drizzling down. All the while working on apps :)I'm gonna miss this condo!

PS Congrats to Jaelyn and Hai!! Seriously one of my favorite couples in the wooooooooooorld! Memories of their wedding day still make me :*)

This is how I know I'll be ok...

(following a non-sense argument)

me: ok you win
mstevenlow: htere is no win or lose
its compromise <3
me: true, i like that

Sometimes, this guy can definitely surprise me, haha :)

Row, row, row your boat

I haven't had one of these breakdown moments in so long but driving home from class today I kinda started crying to myself. I'm so overwhelmed with LIFE right now. I'm not complaining that I'm going to school while working full time because God knows that's a blessing. I just can't help but wonder if all this time, stress, and money spent on preparing and applying for school AGAIN is going to be worth it? I don't know if I can handle waitlists and rejections on this 3rd attempt to get into nursing. I'm soo tired but I keep pushing myself because this is what I want and this is what I've been working for, for so long. I just hope in the end the world works in my favor. Ya know? Time to wipe the tears and push harder. A moment of weakness will give me an elongated moment of strength. With that said, let the study sessions commence.

“But remember, the brick walls are there for a reason. Alright? The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want it badly enough. They’re there to stop the other people.” - Randy Pausch

&hearts

Caribbean vacay was perfect!


(@ a cliff behind Mike's school. They get this view everyday!)

I'm officially freaking out :*(

Dear Mike,

Please don't break my "already been broken a million times by you" heart again.

-Jenn